ONCE AGAIN

ONCE AGAIN IM BACK IN THIS STATEWHEN WILL I EVER GET OVER IT?CONSTANTLY HIDING TEARS BEHIND THE FAKE SMILEMOST LOOK AT ME AND THINK WOWNO PROBLEMS NO PAIN NO TEARS BUT IT HURTS SO DEEP INSIDE CUZ I HAVE BEEN CRYING FOR YEARSDAY TO DAY I TRY TO KEEP THE FAITH WALK MY FAITH WALK AND TALK MY FAITH TALKBUT TO NO AVAILMY BODY MIND AND SOUL SEEM TO HURT LIKE HELLCAN YOU FIX THE WAY I FEELIS THERE SOMEONE WHO HAS THE ABILITY TO HEALEVERYDAY I GIVE LOVE AND MAKE ONES SMILE BUT NEVER HAVE I FOUND SOME ONE TO RESTORE WHAT I GIVEN OUT AND MAKE IT WORTH MY WHILE!SYMPATHY IS NOT WANT BUT AFFECTION IS WHAT I NEED CAN YOU MAKE ME FEEL WHAT I FELT ONCE AGAIN?

PERCEPTION OF A GREAT ONE

I SE HER SO BEAUTIFUL, GREAT SMILE, SKIN GLOWING, SILKY LONG HAIR AND INSTANTLY I FEEL OVERWHELMED BY BEAUTY. TIME GOES BY AND I GET TO KNOW HER AND AT THE START ONLY THINK OF HER AS THAT COOL FRIEND... TIME CONTINUES TO GO BY AND I FIND OUT SO MUCH AND WE TALK ALOT AND DISCOVER THAT WE HAVE SO MUCH IN COMMON AND I BEGIN TO THINK MAYBE JUST MAYBE BUT WHO KNOWS? I FEEL LIKE SHE IS SO GREAT AT TIME PROGRESSES BUT IS SHE REALLY OR IS SHE JUS ANOTHER DEVIL IN THE BLUE DRESS? COULD SHE POSSIBLY BE DIFFERENT FROM EVERYTHING I IMANGINED SHE COULD BE? WHO KNOWS CUZ I CERTAINLY DONT. I USED TO THINK OF HER AS A PERFECT IMPERFECTION THAT I LIKED BUT NOW I CAN ONLY SIT BACK AND WATCH AND NOT KNOW WHAT TO THINK OF HER ONLY BECAUSE I CAN SEE DUE TO SOMEONE BRINGIN IT TO MY ATTENTION I OFTEN THINK LIKE OH WELL BUT WE HAVE A GREAT CHEMISTRY IN ONLY A SHORT AMOUNT OF TIME AND I CAN ONLY WONDER TO MYSELF WHAT IF SHOULD I BE STR8 FORWARD AND SEE WHERE IT GOES OR JUS LET THIS DECEPTION OF A PERFECT LADY DRIFT AWAY! SHE TRUELY IS THE PERCEPTION OF A GREAT ONE BUT WILL I EVER FIND OUT?

TWENTY ONE THINGS BOUT ME QUINCY

1. I HATE WHEN SOMEONE QUESTIONS MY LOYALTY
2. I HAVE NEVER LOST AN ACTUAL FIGHT 13-0 (I HATE TO FIGHT LOL BUT AVERAGE ONE FIGHT EVERY YEAR AND A HALF)
3. I LOVE CHILDREN
4. I HAVE NEVER CHEATED ON A WOMAN
5. I WOULD LIKE TO BE A MODEL WHEN I GET OLDER (I LOOK TOO GOOD NOT TO BE ONE)
6. MY NICKNAME IS SPID@-MAN DONT ASK!!!! :-)
7. I ONCE HAD ASPIRATIONS OF BEING AN ACTOR~~~~
8. MY FAVORITE FOOD IS RICE AND GRAVY
9. MY MOTHER IS MY BEST FRIEND
10. WHEN IM DOWN I TEND TO MAKE OTHER PPL FEEL BETTER AND THAT MAKES ME HAPPY
11. I WISH THAT I COULD GET ALONG WITH EVERYONE {I KNOW THAT ISNT POSSIBLE BUT I WOULD LIKE TO TRY THE IMPOSSIBLE}
12. I TRY TO DO EVERYTHING THAT SMALL PPL DO ; PLAY POINT GUARD BE RUNNING BACK OR QUARTER BACK, PLAY TENNIS, ETC.
13. I KNOW MOST PPL ARE AFRAID WHEN THEY FIRST SEE ME THEN THEY REALIZE IM JUS A BIG TEDDY BEAR
14. TLC WAS MY FAVORITE R&B GROUP WHEN I WAS YOUNGER
15. SHAQUILLE O'NEAL IS MY IDLE
16. I HAVE A LIL BROTHER WHO WILL BE A FAR BETTER ATHLETE THAN ME BUT WILL NEVER TELL HIM! LOL 8)
17. I LIKE TO SING IN THE SHOWER LOL~
18. I LUV TO COOK ONLY TO SHOW OFF THOUGH
19. I LOVE TO WEAR BOOTS THEY ARE MORE COMFORTABLE THAT TENNIS SHOE TO ME
20. I CAN EASILY GET ATTACHED TO A FEMALE WHICH ISNT THE BEST THING ;(
21. F@!Th !$ @LL ! 60+

DEDICATED TO MY RIDE OR DIE WOES

I JUS WANNA TAKE THE TIME TO MAKE A SPECIAL TRIBUTE TO THEM RIDE OR DIE ROUNDS OF MINEFIRST AND FOREMOST ON THE LIST ISKIRBI G. MCINTOSH-THIS IS MY GIRL FOR LIFE AND I LOVE HER WITHOUT NO QUESTION WE BEEN THRU SO MUCH IN TWO YEARS WOW WHO WOULD HAVE IMAGINED?NEXT ARE MY BROTHERS FOR LIFEDOUG, DJ, KEASTON, AND SHACK YALL MY BROTHERS FOR LIFE I HAVE GROWN SPECIAL BONDS WITH ALL YALL AND IMMA CONTINUE TO DO THE SAME WITH YALL YOU KNOW IMMA FIGHT AND NEVER BAG DOWN WITH YALLMY FAVORITE COUSINJ.HOLLIDAY AKA HICKY MAN LOL WONT NEVER FORGET THAT DOG EVERYDAY IS A MEMORY WITH US DOG ALL THE WAY BACK TO ROLLIN IN ANT BEDS WHEN WE WAS LITTLE "AND REMEMBER DONT LOOK FOR THE JOKE CUZ THE HATER IS THE JOKE" THEN THERE IS MY BOYS THERITON AND JAMES BRUNSON WE THE SAME NIGGA JUS FROM DIFFERENT BACKGROUNDS ITS AMAZING HOW COOL WE HAVE GOTTEN IN JUS ONE SEMESTER AND SCHOOL YALL GONNA STAY MY WOES NO MATTER WHATOH DONT THINK I DONE FORGOT THE FLOOR(6TH FLOOR)MON, CO-MAN, JR, T-SEED, JV, TIM, NICOS, HOGG, CHRIS DIEGO BALLS, CHARLES, ISHMEL, DON, AND LAST BUT NEVER LEAST THE TWO WOMEN WHO RUN WITH US BUMBLE BEE, AND LADY BUG ALWAYS KNOW THERE AINT NEVER GONNA BE ANOTHER FLOOR AT SOUTHERN LIKE US SQUAD UP! I STILL REMEMBER WHAT YALL DID FOR MY B-DAY AND BETS BELIEVE IMMA RETURN THE FAVORI CANT FORGET MY HOMIES BACK FROM JACKSONCHARLES- WHATS UP HOMIE BRIL- YOU STILL MY NIGGA DOG NO MATTER WHAT WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT PRETTY BOI CLUE WOULD PLAY FOOTBALL IN COLLEGE LOLTHOMAS AKA NEMO- THIS MY ROUND ALL WAY BACK TO 4TH GRADE STAY UP HOMIEOLANDO AKA BYRD- THIS A CLOWN FOR LYFE BE EAZYJARRED JONES- THIS WAS MY WOE AND STILL IS OH YEAH HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY DOGBRE BARNES- CANT BELIEVE YOU GAVE UP HOOPIN NEVER KNEW ANYONE LOVED IT MORE THAN YOU BESIDES NEMO BUT YOU STILL MY WOUNDKOLLIN - THIS MY KIN FOLK COUSIN AND STILL MY NIGGA MY BEST FRIENDBRITTANI CARTER- IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN ME I ALL IMMA SAYTO THE SPECIAL FEMALES IN MY LIFE MARTINA- HAVENT KNOWN YOU VERY LONG BUT ALREADY HAVE AN SPECIAL BOND WITH YOU! STAY CLOSE BABY YOU SPECIALTIFFANY WILLIAMS- BEEN DOWN FOR ME EVERY SINCE I FIRST STEPPED FOOT IN MENDENHALLPOOH, AKELA, ANDREA- I LOVE YALL, YALL MY LIL SISTERS FOREVERLEAH A. BARNES- I LOVE YOU GIRL YOU A DOWN ASS FEMALE (DISTANT LOVER) LOL....I HAVE A FEW NEW ADDITIONS TO THE LISTAERIAL- (OSUZU) THANKS FOR LISTENING TO ME WITH MY PROBLEMS SHUG- YOU ARE A TRIP KEEP CRUMPINGDEAGHA AKA REDD- YOU A GOOD FRIENDANGIE AND BRITTNAY- YALL MY HOMIES I LOVE TRIPPIN OUT WITH YALLMOOSEY- THATS MY MODEL CHICKMAHOGANY-THAT BEAUTIFUL CRAZY LIGHT SKIN GIRL ALL THEM GIRLS FROM MCCOMB, TYLERTOWN, AND SURROUNDING AREAS TOO MANY TO NAME BUT YALL MY GIRLS AND I APPRECIATE YALL (AMY) YOU STAY DOWN FOR A NIGGA BAYHOPE I DIDNT LEAVE ANYONE OUT LOVE YALL IF I DID LEAVE YOU OUT DONT HOLD IT AGAINST MY HEART BUT RATHER MY HEADTHER ARE A FEW THAT SHOULD HAVE BEN ON THE LIST SORRY IT DIDNT WORK OUT BUT I STILL GOT LOVE FOR YOU BREANA JOHNSON, MARIANNA CAREY AND STEPHANIE DURRI WISH THE BEST TO YALL NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENED IN THE PASTTHANKS ONCE AGAIN FOR MAKIN ME THE MAN I AM TODAY PEACE AND LOVE TO YOU ALL

what makes me different

HAVE U EVER KNOWN THAT U WERE DIFFERENT FROM EVERYONE ELSE BUT JUS COULDNT PROVE IT CUZ MOST HAD BEEN DECEIVED SO MANY TIMES BY OTHERS I WOULD CALL IMITATORS! I OFTEN HAV TO WORK REALLY HARD TO PROVE MY CASE THAT I AM NOT LIKE OTHER GUYS! I MEAN U FEMALES THAT HAVE HUNG AROUND ME KNOW THAT I AM NT LYIN WHETHER OR NT U WANT TO ADMIT IT. BUT WITH BEING DIFFERENT COMES A RESPONSIBILITY TO MEND BROKEN HEARTS AND RESTORE LOVE WHERE LOVE HAD NO LONGER LIVED! I HATE THAT MEN WELL BOYS OFTEN FLY INTO A WOMANS LIFE AND SHE IS TOO BLIND TOREALIZE THAT U ARE NOTHIN MORE THAN A IMMATURE NO GOOD DOG! THAT ONLY COMES IN GETS WHAT U WANT THEN LEAVE AND LEAVE IT UP TO MEN LIKE ME TO REBUILD WHAT U ONCE DESTROYED! I AM ONE THAT IS RARE I HAVE NEVER CHEATED NOR DID A FEMALE WRONG NOW MOST BOYS WOULD SAY THAT IS GAY OR PUNKISH BUT IN ACTUALITY ITS MAN-LIKE! IONCE PROMISED MY MOTHER THAT I WOULD TREAT THE WOMEN RIGHT AND I HAVE STOOD TO MY WORD CUZ IMAGINE IF THEY DID IT TO U! HOW WOULD U FEEL IF THEY PLAYED WITH YOUR HEART?