Monday, February 2, 2009

INCOMPLETE

HAVE YOU EVER FELT LIKE YOUR LIFE WAS SO COMPLETE ONLY BECAUSE THAT ONE SPECIAL PERSON WAS IN IT? THE ONE WHO KNEW YOU WELL AS YOU KNEW YOURSELF THE ONLY ONE WHO COULD MAKE YOU HAPPY WHEN YOU WERE DOWN THE ONE WHO MADE YOU SMILE WHEN YOU WANTED TO CRY SO BADLY! SO WHAT HAPPENS WHEN THEY GIVE UP ON YOU AND LEAVE?WHERE DO YOU GO FROM THERE?YOU ONCE KNEW HOW IT WAS TO BE COMPLETE NOW YOU ARE INCOMPLETE AND WILL NEVER FEEL THE SAME AGAIN SO WHAT IS ONE TO DO?HOW DO YOU EVER REBOUND?DO YOU FEEL LIKE THERE IS REALLY NO POINT IN GOIN FORWARD?OR TRY AND CONTINUE TO PUSH?I WAS ONCE COMPLETE AND THAT COMPLETION IS NO MORE NOW?WHY DID SHE DO ME THE WAY SHE DID I FEEL LIKE A LIL CHILD SEPERATED FROM THEIR MOTHER IN A LARGE CONVIENT STORE!PART OF ME IS STILL WITH HER AND NEVER TO COME BACK AGAIN SO HOW DO I GAIN STRENGTH?HOW DO I FEEL COMPLETE AGAIN WHEN NO ONE ELSE WILL NEVER MAKE ME FEEL THE WAY SHE DID?I USE TO PRAY THAT EACH MOMENT WOULD LAST FOREVER ITS SO HARD TO EXPLAIN THE WAY I FELT FOR HER!!! I WOULD SMILE EVERYTIME I SAW HER LIKE IT WAS MY FIRST TIME SEEING HEREVERYTIME I THOUGHT OF HER MY HEART MELTED SO WHY COULD SOMETHIN PERFECT VANISH WILL I EVER GET OVER MY FEELING OF BEING COMPLETELY INCOMPLETE?