Me

Me im jus me nothing more than quincy. A 18 year college student tryin to live my life and do whats best for me in the long run. Im Funny, outgoing, loving, caring, optimistic youngan.
Who loves to have fun and do crazy things. Im jus me, Quincy is who i be..... You can love me or hate me but i swear people cant make me or break me cuz im going whereever the lord take me.... But hey im me and imma stay me....

I know its late but it was a work in the making My Freshman Year

My freshman year was one for the books one to remember for the rest of my life. Never have I been thru more change within my life within a years time. I have grown so much over this past year for various reasons. I can remember when I first hit campus I already knew a few people and that changed quickly. Me and my roommate jay r moved in a day late on a Sunday and once we finally moved in and got our good byes with our family in we went back to our room only to hear music playing and went into the hall way and there we met the rest of our floor mates and from that moment forward a family was formed. One door down was jar’mon and corey aka co-man who was from Jackson beside them was tim and frank, tim was from yazoo city and frank was from Hattiesburg. One door down was jb and t seed aka tc and they are from sumtner county. Next was hogg and nicos two country boys one from natchez and one from tchula. Then across the hall was chris and theriton wells aka lil b or boo man these were two city boys from Milwaukee, Wisconsin. We instantly formed a clique planning on overtaking the campus and raiding it with a storm. And that we did we were instantly known throughout the freshman class and some upper classmen. We went out meeting new people everyday and after a while people wanted to know who we were. We all were making a name for ourselves and this was not new to some of us because we were known for being the big dog/classclown from our high school. The first week was just free time class didn’t start til that Wednesday. And it was crazy I can remember my first day in class it was good. psychology was good had a excellent teacher and math was super funny I went in being the class clown I knew I was and acted foolish but did my work and within the next few minutes I was sleep… .. Thursday came around and I had English and biology. English was cool me and t had class together and it was cool got to meet everyone and there was one person who really caught my eye and that was this chick by the name of mahogany she was from hernando. She was light skinned quite thick with kinki twists and a beautiful smile. we will talk bout her more later. Later on that night was club night and we went to the palace and it was jumpin the whole clique was in there click tight that’s all we knew for the moment. I can remember not having enough money to get in and jb gave me ten to get in and that was crazy cuz here we were jus meeting eachother and this man was lending me money or giving me money like we knew eachother for a good minute. From that moment I knew he was down. Time rolled on and I think my birthday was the first to come around and I had turned 18 and we all decided we would go out to eat and then go bowling and that we did. I think about 50 people showed up to eat and that was amazing because I only knew about ten people before time. I sat and ate with ladybug at a table while everyone sat around I think there was some animosity within the gathering but everyone stayedcool out of respect for me. Everyone showed love for my birthday and my boys paid for my food and that’s when I realized I had some keepers for friends better yet brothers I almost couldn’t hold in my feelings cuz I felt like I had some down niggas that I could depend on and then they put money in my pocket. Afterwards we went to the bowling alley where about 30 more people showed up and showed me love. This was crazy all this was for me I lil country boy from mendenhall by way of Jackson. Later me and mahogany slid off to go bowl and that was good I got to learn more bout her and I think she let me win in the process….. lol only cuz it was my birthday. Lol….. Later I chilled with some of my old classmates from callaway they came thru and showed love I hadn’t really seen them much since I left that school in tenth grade and who I really wanted to she was breana she was someone who I cared for from way back when we had a history somewhat. She hadn’t changed much. But overall I enjoyed the night and knew from that point forward that I would enjoy life as a college student. Exactly two weeks later it was Theriton birthday and we wilded out for my boy well me and him went to this house party and did the thang. It was major we both had to be looked after by our homeboy chris and lets jus say I went for a dive in the fountain and it was somewhat refreshing. During the semester we continued to party and stay on our stuff we became more and more recognized but one day we decided to make a video mimicking pretty ricky’s video knocking the boots this video went world wide lol everyone watched and commented on it. This had to be one of the funniest moments of my freshman year. I had a moment where I ripped off my shirt and started slow winding this is when a lot of people realized I could really dance. Lets jus say we had our fifteen minutes of fame with that. The first semester became really saddening around the end because this was around the time whea me t jb and t seed were uncertain to whether or not we were coming back. Everyone was hoping and praying that this part of the 6th floor would come back so the semester was coming to a end and finals week was around the corner when one night I got a call from mahogany saying they had been evicted from the dorm. So me and my boys ran to the rescue me t jb t seed and tim. Bringing covers pillows and everything cuz about 10 girls were kicked out and staying within one hotel room. This was around the time I was making a push towards mahogany. And was in good graces with her. The girls evicted were all her friends there was aerial ozuzu, taylor, amber, nee nee, keke, Marianna, amy, ree ree, and some others. So once there they were saying that they were hungry so me t tseed jb and mahogany went to go get some sonic for everyone. Afterwards me and mahogany headed back while I dropped the rest off at the dorm. So once I got back I saw that rashad and jp had came in and after that it was a knock at the door and I answered and saw it was keshia (someone I tried to holla at) and from that point on knew that that night might not be one to remember so we played monopoly and other games and it was all good then someone had decided to play never have I ever. Bad mistake. Me and keshia had already been missing with each other thru out the night but no one paid attention so then humor became worse because we got heated and started throwing shots at eachother and bad went to worse and push come to shove I ended up messed up that night and she did also…. So I finished the semester on a bad note…. And was upset cuz I didn’t know whether I was coming back or not neither did theriton. So the break rolled around I found out that I would be coming back and theriton found out a few days before that he would… this was all fine and dandy so we were happy.
Second semester…. Second semester rolled around and my homie doug was new this was his first semester he was in texas for the first semester. So the semester came back around everyone was back except tim…. He had to go to basic training.. so new semester new beginnings right? Of course we had changed our outer appearance now… the floor was out to be fresh everyday and do more damge to the campus and get on more females than last semester and that we did. Everyday we rocked polo levi and American eagle or anything that looked good no more gym shorts and boots lol…. So that was that and I was doing things a lil different as far as females I was no longer gonna be in all these females faces and what not had to change that.. so I did… I had grown so much over one semester couldn’t continue to chase down girls or anything but rather them come to me .. okay February rolled around and it was nicos and jarmon birthday so we threw a house party…. One for the ages… this party was the best house party to come to Hattiesburg. Everyone had fun and Charles did a excellent job as a dj…. But by the end of the night it had turned into a freak fest almost… everyone most definitely wanted us to do a repeat of the party people talked bout it for weeks… now everyone was anticipating spring break and que delta… and as time came around people became more anxious and anxious and so did I it was my first one. Around this time we were getting new editions to the floor they weren’t new but they were beginning to hang around us more and more those three were jv, tk, and la. Two from Columbia and la was from Vicksburg they were not fast into hanging with us because they had to see what kind of people we were and they realized and saw that we were some cool dudes. So now we were all in full effect making the club jump.. and well as everything else. School was approaching an end and we were getting closer tryin to make more moves. So its que delta and it’s the date auction you know we all in there takin up a whole row. We all in there acting a donkey when t sends a text message saying that we gonna buy these two gurls as a joke so we did we ended up bidding against the football team and we won the bid and they told us to come claim our prize and so we did, about 30 of us ran up on the stage and it was so hilarious a moment never to be forgotten. The next day was the pool party and you know we had to be in there and so I had to steal a lil of the spotlight so I did with what I wore. Everyone was crackin up at the sight of me but hey that’s me I wouldn’t have been myself If I didn’t do some thing or act completely retarded….. so it was Thursday and it was the most anticipated night of que delta for the 6th floor becuz that night was the toga party. And it was live our homies from Jackson state came down and we got that bitch cracking everyone had on a toga besides me but hey I didn’t have on jus regular clothing neither you can say my top looked like I was auditioning to play in tarzan. But push come to shove the club was packed and we were jigging that night was crazy and we all did the damn thang…… 6thfloor and fly society collaboration killing the shit down in Hattiesburg. So after that night the rest of que delta was kinda slow but it was okay we made due with what we did do. So the rest of the year was about the same we did the same ole same ole for the most part. Which was cool we had made a name for ourselves and took the campus by storm. What more could you ask for. So this past week was finals and it was time to leave which was hard for me somewhat because those dudes are like my brothers and imma miss them fellas. And I know they feel like wise so Wednesday night we had a long azz talk about all the shit jus a real ass debate from females to life to jobs to god to jus anything you can think bout and we all hit on some real points but hey what do you expect it was the end of the year and we had to leave out some kind of way and we did. Thursday came I packed took my test and everything and it was time to say my final good byes before summer and I did I was happy to be thru with school but not happy to leave. But soon as school start in the fall me and my boys will be there once again reunited do foolish shit. USM better watch out…….
A few shout outs before I go.
All my 6th floor niggas of course, shout out to don, Ralph, Brandon, rashard, j ed, tremaine, ish, my half brother chase, my niggas boogie, Rodney, and mo. Uh lets see Rodney, jazz, red, ship, my nigga ant gray, joel, darius, joe, shout out to them Jackson state niggas, jt, twat, sted, lt, chance, and many others if I left yall out don’t feel bad hold it to my head not my heart.
As for the ladies shout out to rudy, ann, ceandreka, Karen, dq, Ashley, bridgee, martina, tayion, quack, jasmine willis, babi mama (jameshia), babi mama(tiernie), babi mama (Kelley), bree logan, breana Johnson, tika boo, donkey booty, delisha, yasmine, alex moody, shun, chan, my babi (kampian),andrea, melody, the whole H.I.C.C.U.P. clique lol and many more oh damn how can I forget my nigga latoria, damn ladybug, chelsey, nay nay, lamyia, brittani, ladonna, alex, pudding, bergandee, aerial ozuzu, amy, keke, ree ree, Marianna, tweet, taniyah, taylor, nene, brandi, and many more…. Oh dang megan c, megan m, Katina, okay I think Im finish now
Be safe this summer see yall when yall get back…. Much love

Quincy-ology

Just put "ology" behind your name!***********FOODOLOGY***************What is your salad dressing of choice?Ranch What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?Uh..... Country FishermanWhat food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of?Rice and Gravy with Fried Chiken =DWhat are your pizza toppings of choice?Ham, and Meat loversWhat do you like to put on your toast?dont eat toast***********TECHNOLOGY***************How many televisions are in your house?4What color cell phone do you have?dark grey***************BIOLOGY******************Are you right-handed or left-handed?Lefty..... Have you ever had anything removed from your body?nopeWhat is the last heavy item you lifted?Would a person be considered an itemHave you ever been knocked unconscious?Nah...lol************BULLCRAPOLOGY**************If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?H3LL NAW!!!! Then I'd jus worry myself to death anyway...If you could change your name, what would you change it to?Mighty QuinWould you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?maybe so.************DUMBOLOGY******************How many pairs of flip flops do you own?2Last time you had a run-in with the cops.Saturday {sterotyping me as you}Last person you talked to?Mahogany "CHERRI" StapleLast person you hugged?Uh..... Mahogany i think..... nah Too-Too well one of them hell dont remember**************FAVORITOLOGY****************Season?SummerHoliday?Mi BirthdayDay of the week?FrodayMonth?September***********CURRENTOLOGY*****************Missing someone?Somewhat.... but more than one =)Mood?CoolinWhat are you listening to?Sweat it out by The DreamWatching?nothingWorrying about?My phone comig in***************RANDOMOLOGY*****************First place you went this morning?Shower....What's the last movie you saw?Fast and The Furious Do you smile often?ALL DAY!!!!Sleeping Alone Tonight?No Doubt***************OTHER-OLOGY*****************1)Do you always answer your phone?Yeah2) Its four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it?No Telling3) If you could change your eye color what would it be?Grey4) What flavor do you add to your drink at Sonic?Neva add any flavors...5)Do you own a digital camera?Nah...6)Have you ever had a pet fish?Ya I've had plenty....7) Favorite Christmas song(s)Christmas Time is Party Time Uncle Luke8) What's on your wish list for your birthday?Someone in Particular9) Can you do push ups?Yah...10) Can you do a chin up?If i jump with it loll11) Does the future make you more nervous or excited?nervous12) Do you have any saved texts?Yupp... i have important ones13) Ever been in a car wreck?Unfortunately yah....14) Do you have an accent?Country Southern Slang15) What is the last song to make you cry?Sweet Sadie and I Miss my Homies16) Plans tonight?Aint no Telling17) Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?Nah.18) Name 3 things you bought yesterday.chinese food some sonic ice and gum19) Have you ever been given rosesNah20) Current worry?None21) Current hate right now?NON322) Met someone who changed your life?Um....I believe so...KIRBI23) How will you bring in the New Year?this one jus gettin started....24) What song represents you?Wishful Thinking Tynisha Keli25) Name three people who might complete this?iIDK! I'm guessin whoeva feels like it....GO FOR IT!!!26) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?Possibly27) Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?Nah longest was 5months28) Do you have any tattoos/piercings?Earsl29) Will you be in a relationship 4 months from now?Iono who knows?30) Does anyone love you?Yeah a few do31) Ever had someone sing to you?Yelp32) When did you last cry?the day of my god mothers funeral33) Do you like to cuddle?LOVE to at times34) Have you held hands with anyone today?Nah... but did yesterday35) What kind of music did you listen to in elementary school?Tupac36) Are most of the friends in your life new or old?mostly new38) What is something your friends make fun of you for?My Stomach which i love

QUINCY A-Z

A- Age: 18- Annoyances: iOnO - Available: YEP- Animal: Siberian HuskyB- Beer: NoN3- Birthday: SEPT 6- Best Friends: D.J. MCcULLUM 6TH FLOOR JABRIL SMITH- Best feeling in the world: CONFIDENT- Blind or Deaf: DEAF- Best weather: MILD AND SUNNY- Been in Love: Yeh- Been on stage? Yeh- Believe in Magic: NAW- Believe in Santa: NAWC- Candy: REESES- Color: RED- Chocolate/Vanilla: vanilla- Chinese/Mexican Food: CHINESE- Cake or pie: NEITHER- Continent to visit: SOUTHAMERICA- JUST TO GO TO BRAZIL- Cheese: DEPENDS- Celebrity Crushes: CHRISTINA MILLIAN, MEGAN GOOD, AND LAUREN LONDOND- Day or Night: Night- Dancing in the rain: DID IT BEFORE yeah- Dog or Cat: D0G- Diamonds: FOR SHO IN MY EARE- Eyes: Brown- Everyone's got: THEY OWN PROBLEMS- Ever failed a class?: YUP- Earliest memory: GETTIN MY HAIR CUTF- First thoughts waking up: LET ME GO PIZZ- Favorite Food: RICE AND BROWN GRAVY- Fears: DEATH AND TRIFE HOES- Fun: GOTTA HAVE IT ALL THE TIMEG- Goals: BE A COLLEGE COACH HAVE A BAD AZZ WIFE AND SOME BEAUTIFUL KIDS- Gum: WINTERFRESH- Get along with your parents? 0F COURSEH- Hair Color:Black- Height: 6'1"- Happy: MOST OF THE TIME- Hate: DIRTY BACKSTABBING MF'S- Holiday: MY BIRTHDAY- How do you want to die: iN MY SLEEP.I- Ice Cream: VANILLA- Instrument: UMMMM..... DEPENDS =)J- Jewelry: KAY'S JEWERLY EAR RINGS- Job: TAX PREPK- Kids: THREE TWO BOYS AND A GIRL- Kickboxing or karate: Kickboxing- Keep a journal?: NAHL- Love:EVERYONE WELL TRY TO- Letter: Q- Laughed so hard you cried: LISTENING TO MY NIGGAS TALK BOUT DUMB SHIT- Milk flavor: CHOCOLATE- Motion sickness?: N0- McD’s or BK: BK- Movies: SUSPENSE/COMEDYN- Number: 6O- One wish: DONT MATTTER WONT COME TRUEP- Pepsi/Coke: C0KE- Perfect pizza: MEAT LOVERS- Piercings: 2- Pain: TEMPORARYQ- Quality: IONO- Quote: "WE WALK IN FAITH AND NOT BY SIGHT" 1CORINTHIANS 5:7R- Reason to cry: MANY- Reason to smile: CUZ I MAKE OTHERS SMILE- Reality T.V: BULLSHIT - Radio Station:NON3- Regrets:NON3- Roll your tongue: NAH- Ring size:.SHIT I DONT KNOW 13 OR 14 I THNKS- Song: LOVE AND HAPPINESS ALGREEN- Shoe size: 13 OR 14- Salad Dressing: ranch- Sushi: UGH.. NAH- Skinny dipped?: nAH WANN@ TRY LOL- Shower?: steaming hot ALL THE TIME- Strawberries/Blueberries: Strawberries- Sarcastic: S3LD0MLYT- Tattoos?: NAH N0T Y3T- Time for bed: WHENEV@- Thunderstorms: love em..U- Unpredictable: WHAT I SAYV- Vacation spot(s): LOUISIANAW- Weakness: BEAUTIFUL WOMEN- Which one of your friends acts the most like you: SHIT I0N0 I GUESS D0UG- Word: "HELL YEAH" "OT DAMN"- Worst Feeling: BOREDOM- Weirdest food eaten: OX TAILX- X-Rays: N0Y-Year it is now: 2009..-Yellow: HATE THAT COLORZ- Zoo animal: LIONS

QUESTION

HAV U EVER WANTD SOME1 SO BAD U WOULD DO ANYTHIN 2GET THEM? WHAT IF ALL WERE EFFORTS WERE N VAIN WAT DO U DO? DO U TRY HARDER OR JUS GIV UP? ANOTHER ? WAT IF THE PERSON U WANT OR WANTD HAD ANOTHER PERSON N MIND BUT U KNEW THAT! THAT WASNT THE PERSON 4 HIM OR HER BUT U WERE WHAT DO U DO? DO U TELL THEM UR FEELINS OR JUS HUSH MOUTH? ITS HARD NO MATTER WHAT YOU DECIDE BUT MAYB ITS NT MEANT MAYB THE PERSON U CARE 4 SO MUCH N VALUE SO MUCH DOESNT C THE BEAUTY THAT U SEE WHEN U LOOK N THE MIRROR OR MAYBE THEY DO BUT THINK THAT THE OTHER PERSON MAYB THE BETTER OPTION BUT L8R REALIZE U WERE THE 1 N CAME 2U WHAT DO U DO? DOES THE THOUGHT COME N2 UR MIND THAT MAYBE HE OR SHE IS JUS SETTLING BECUZ HE OR SHE DOESNT WANT 2GO DWN THAT ROAD OF EMBARASSMENT AGAIN! HOW DO U FEEL DO U THINK THATS FINE DOES THE THOUGHT OF BEING SOME1S SECOND CHOICE EAT U UP INSIDE? HOW DO TAKE IT DO U GO AHEAD AND GET WITH THEM OR REJECT BECAUSE THEY REJECTED U WHEN U WERE SO N2 THEM WAT DO U DECIDE COULD U LIV WIT BEING NEXT TO THE BEST?

STILL I LOVE HER

SHE MEANS MUCH TO ME BUT THE DISTANCE IS UNBEARABLE SHOULD I CONTINUE TO LOVE OR JUS MOVE ON? I SEE OTHER WOMEN AND OUR ATTRACTION IS SO STRONG BUT I MUST PASS CUZ OF THE LOVE THAT WE HAVE! WELL I SAY WE BUT IM NOT REALLY FOR SURE. AM I THE ONLY ONE LOVING OR IS THIS LOVE PURE? HOW WILL I KNOW? SHE SAYS SHE LOVES ME BUT ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS AND SOMETIMES HER ACTIONS ARE UNHEARD BUT STILL I LOVE HER. BUT THE ISSUE IS THAT THERE IS ANOTHER ONE THAT HAS POPPED INTO THE SEEN AND IM WONDERING SHOULDD I PASS AND MY THOUGHTS TELL ME NO INDEED' LOVE IS WHAT I WANT AND LOVE IS WHAT I NEED AND MAYBE THIS NEW GIRL COULD GIVE THAT TO ME POSSIBLY! I PRAY AND THINK ON IT ALL THE TIME SHOULD I STAY OR LEAVE I WILL KNOW THE ANSWER IN DUE TIME BUT IF I DO DECIDE TO GO I WANT HER TO KNOW STILL I LOVE HER. WANTING TO NEVER LET HER GO!

why do i try so hard?

hAVE YOU EVER WONDERED WHY YOU SEARCH FOR LOVE? WHY DO YOU NEED IT? WELL MY ISSUE IS PUSHING THOSE AWAY THAT I LOVE CUZ O TRY TO FORCE IT UPON THEM I DONT MEAN IT BUT I FEEL SOMETIMES AS IF IM IN NEED OF LOVE. I DONT KNOW WHY THATS JUS HOW I FEEL EVERYONE NEEDS LOVE AND MAYBE I SEEK IT MORE THAN OTHERS I KNOW THAT THERE IS ONE OUT THERE FOR ME BUT WHEN WILL THAT DAY COME WHEN I FIND HER? WHEN WILL MY EMPTINESS CEASE? WHY DO I FEEL AN EMPTINESS? WILL LOVE REALLY COMPLETE ME OR WILL THE AFFECTION OF THE ONE I LOVE COMPLETE ME I WILL NEVER KNOW BUT I WISH I DIDNT TRY SO HARD AND ALLOWED LOVE TO FIND ME BUT WILL THAT HAPPEN! I CANT WAIT TO FIND OUT!

WHAT IS WISHFUL THINKING

hAVE YOU EVER LOVED OR CARED FOR SOMEONE AND WISH THEY FELT THE SAME WAY FOR YOU? WELL I HAVE NOT KNOWING HOW I GOT CAUGHT BEING THE ONLY ONE IN LOVE! THIS IS A PHENOMENON THAT PEOPLE EXPERIENCE EVERYDAY BUT HATE TO ADMIT IT! YOU CATCH FEELINGS FOR THIS OTHER ONLY FOR THEM NOT TO CATCH THEM FOR YOU. BUT INSTEAD OF THEM BEING HONEST AND STRAIGHT FORWARD ABOUT IT THEY TEND TO LIE ONLY TO KEEP FROM HURTING UR FEELINGS WHEN IN ACTUALITY IT HURTS DEEPER IN THE LONG RUN WHEN YOU FIND OUT THAT THE LUV U THOUGHT U HAD WAS ALL A LIE! SUM LIK 2THINK THAT MAYB 1DAY CUPID WILL STRIKE THEIR SIGNIFICANT OTHER AND LOVE WILL JUS MAGICALLY APPEAR BUT THATS NOT THE CASE THIS IS SOMETHING I LIKE 2THINK OF AS WISHFUL THINKN! NO MATTER HOW GOOD U TREAT THEM OR WAT U DO 4THEM THEY NEVA REALIZE WAT THEY HAV ON THEIR SIDE BUT INSPITE OF IT ALL U CONTINUE 2B THE FOOL DOIN ALL UR WISHFUL THINKN HOPN PRAYN THAT SOMEDAY THEY'LL REALIZE. BUT IT NEVA HAPPENS. WISHFUL THINKIN IS A UNREALISTIC THOUGHT THAT LEADS TO PAIN MOVE ON

When Is It time to Go?

i OFTEN WONDER WHEN IS IT TIME TO GO? WHEN DO YOU SUCK IT UP AND LEAVE THE BULLSHIT THAT WAS ONCE LOVE BEHIND AND MOVE FORWARD WITH YOUR LIFE? DOES IT TAKE BEING HURT NUMEROUS TIMES BY THE ONE YOU ONCE CALLED YOUR SIGNIFICANT OTHER TO LEAVE? WHEN DO YOU REALLY GET THE HINT THAT THEY NO LONGER CARE FOR YOU BUT ARE JUST GOING THRU THE MOTIONS? IT IS FUNNY THAT PEOPLE CAN DROP YOU AND HURT YOU ONE DAY AND TEAR YOU INTO 2 AND THE NEXT WEEK THEY ASK FOR U BACK AND YOU GO RUNNING ONLY TO GET HURT FOR THEIR BENEFIT ONCE AGAIN! I FEEL THAT ONCE THAT LOVE IS GONE IT WILL NEVER COME BACK OR BE THE SAME SO WHY DO YOU CONTINUE TO TRY? WHEN IS IT TIME TO LET GO? WHEN IS THE TIME RIGHT FOR YOU TO LEAVE? MY ADVICE IS THAT YOU SHOULD NEVER TRY TO MAKE IT WORK IT OUT ALL BY YOURSELF IF THAT WHAT IT COMES DOWN TO YOU SHOULD JUST LET GO AND LET GOD TAKE CARE OF IT FOR LIFE GOES ON AND GOD HAS SOMETHING BETTER IN STORE FOR YOU! SO IS IT UR TIME TO GO? MY TIME WAS PAST DUE AND NOW I FINALLY HAVE THE COURAGE TO leave.

So Magical

Its so magical what time can do. Time is amazing time can either heal or hurt. Lately time has been a healer for me. Im doing much better these dayz, i been so much happier. It only takes time to mend heart feelings and distorted emotions. Its jus so magical how time can be your friend or enemy and as of now time is my friend.

INCOMPLETE

HAVE YOU EVER FELT LIKE YOUR LIFE WAS SO COMPLETE ONLY BECAUSE THAT ONE SPECIAL PERSON WAS IN IT? THE ONE WHO KNEW YOU WELL AS YOU KNEW YOURSELF THE ONLY ONE WHO COULD MAKE YOU HAPPY WHEN YOU WERE DOWN THE ONE WHO MADE YOU SMILE WHEN YOU WANTED TO CRY SO BADLY! SO WHAT HAPPENS WHEN THEY GIVE UP ON YOU AND LEAVE?WHERE DO YOU GO FROM THERE?YOU ONCE KNEW HOW IT WAS TO BE COMPLETE NOW YOU ARE INCOMPLETE AND WILL NEVER FEEL THE SAME AGAIN SO WHAT IS ONE TO DO?HOW DO YOU EVER REBOUND?DO YOU FEEL LIKE THERE IS REALLY NO POINT IN GOIN FORWARD?OR TRY AND CONTINUE TO PUSH?I WAS ONCE COMPLETE AND THAT COMPLETION IS NO MORE NOW?WHY DID SHE DO ME THE WAY SHE DID I FEEL LIKE A LIL CHILD SEPERATED FROM THEIR MOTHER IN A LARGE CONVIENT STORE!PART OF ME IS STILL WITH HER AND NEVER TO COME BACK AGAIN SO HOW DO I GAIN STRENGTH?HOW DO I FEEL COMPLETE AGAIN WHEN NO ONE ELSE WILL NEVER MAKE ME FEEL THE WAY SHE DID?I USE TO PRAY THAT EACH MOMENT WOULD LAST FOREVER ITS SO HARD TO EXPLAIN THE WAY I FELT FOR HER!!! I WOULD SMILE EVERYTIME I SAW HER LIKE IT WAS MY FIRST TIME SEEING HEREVERYTIME I THOUGHT OF HER MY HEART MELTED SO WHY COULD SOMETHIN PERFECT VANISH WILL I EVER GET OVER MY FEELING OF BEING COMPLETELY INCOMPLETE?

ONCE AGAIN

ONCE AGAIN IM BACK IN THIS STATEWHEN WILL I EVER GET OVER IT?CONSTANTLY HIDING TEARS BEHIND THE FAKE SMILEMOST LOOK AT ME AND THINK WOWNO PROBLEMS NO PAIN NO TEARS BUT IT HURTS SO DEEP INSIDE CUZ I HAVE BEEN CRYING FOR YEARSDAY TO DAY I TRY TO KEEP THE FAITH WALK MY FAITH WALK AND TALK MY FAITH TALKBUT TO NO AVAILMY BODY MIND AND SOUL SEEM TO HURT LIKE HELLCAN YOU FIX THE WAY I FEELIS THERE SOMEONE WHO HAS THE ABILITY TO HEALEVERYDAY I GIVE LOVE AND MAKE ONES SMILE BUT NEVER HAVE I FOUND SOME ONE TO RESTORE WHAT I GIVEN OUT AND MAKE IT WORTH MY WHILE!SYMPATHY IS NOT WANT BUT AFFECTION IS WHAT I NEED CAN YOU MAKE ME FEEL WHAT I FELT ONCE AGAIN?

PERCEPTION OF A GREAT ONE

I SE HER SO BEAUTIFUL, GREAT SMILE, SKIN GLOWING, SILKY LONG HAIR AND INSTANTLY I FEEL OVERWHELMED BY BEAUTY. TIME GOES BY AND I GET TO KNOW HER AND AT THE START ONLY THINK OF HER AS THAT COOL FRIEND... TIME CONTINUES TO GO BY AND I FIND OUT SO MUCH AND WE TALK ALOT AND DISCOVER THAT WE HAVE SO MUCH IN COMMON AND I BEGIN TO THINK MAYBE JUST MAYBE BUT WHO KNOWS? I FEEL LIKE SHE IS SO GREAT AT TIME PROGRESSES BUT IS SHE REALLY OR IS SHE JUS ANOTHER DEVIL IN THE BLUE DRESS? COULD SHE POSSIBLY BE DIFFERENT FROM EVERYTHING I IMANGINED SHE COULD BE? WHO KNOWS CUZ I CERTAINLY DONT. I USED TO THINK OF HER AS A PERFECT IMPERFECTION THAT I LIKED BUT NOW I CAN ONLY SIT BACK AND WATCH AND NOT KNOW WHAT TO THINK OF HER ONLY BECAUSE I CAN SEE DUE TO SOMEONE BRINGIN IT TO MY ATTENTION I OFTEN THINK LIKE OH WELL BUT WE HAVE A GREAT CHEMISTRY IN ONLY A SHORT AMOUNT OF TIME AND I CAN ONLY WONDER TO MYSELF WHAT IF SHOULD I BE STR8 FORWARD AND SEE WHERE IT GOES OR JUS LET THIS DECEPTION OF A PERFECT LADY DRIFT AWAY! SHE TRUELY IS THE PERCEPTION OF A GREAT ONE BUT WILL I EVER FIND OUT?

TWENTY ONE THINGS BOUT ME QUINCY

1. I HATE WHEN SOMEONE QUESTIONS MY LOYALTY
2. I HAVE NEVER LOST AN ACTUAL FIGHT 13-0 (I HATE TO FIGHT LOL BUT AVERAGE ONE FIGHT EVERY YEAR AND A HALF)
3. I LOVE CHILDREN
4. I HAVE NEVER CHEATED ON A WOMAN
5. I WOULD LIKE TO BE A MODEL WHEN I GET OLDER (I LOOK TOO GOOD NOT TO BE ONE)
6. MY NICKNAME IS SPID@-MAN DONT ASK!!!! :-)
7. I ONCE HAD ASPIRATIONS OF BEING AN ACTOR~~~~
8. MY FAVORITE FOOD IS RICE AND GRAVY
9. MY MOTHER IS MY BEST FRIEND
10. WHEN IM DOWN I TEND TO MAKE OTHER PPL FEEL BETTER AND THAT MAKES ME HAPPY
11. I WISH THAT I COULD GET ALONG WITH EVERYONE {I KNOW THAT ISNT POSSIBLE BUT I WOULD LIKE TO TRY THE IMPOSSIBLE}
12. I TRY TO DO EVERYTHING THAT SMALL PPL DO ; PLAY POINT GUARD BE RUNNING BACK OR QUARTER BACK, PLAY TENNIS, ETC.
13. I KNOW MOST PPL ARE AFRAID WHEN THEY FIRST SEE ME THEN THEY REALIZE IM JUS A BIG TEDDY BEAR
14. TLC WAS MY FAVORITE R&B GROUP WHEN I WAS YOUNGER
15. SHAQUILLE O'NEAL IS MY IDLE
16. I HAVE A LIL BROTHER WHO WILL BE A FAR BETTER ATHLETE THAN ME BUT WILL NEVER TELL HIM! LOL 8)
17. I LIKE TO SING IN THE SHOWER LOL~
18. I LUV TO COOK ONLY TO SHOW OFF THOUGH
19. I LOVE TO WEAR BOOTS THEY ARE MORE COMFORTABLE THAT TENNIS SHOE TO ME
20. I CAN EASILY GET ATTACHED TO A FEMALE WHICH ISNT THE BEST THING ;(
21. F@!Th !$ @LL ! 60+

DEDICATED TO MY RIDE OR DIE WOES

I JUS WANNA TAKE THE TIME TO MAKE A SPECIAL TRIBUTE TO THEM RIDE OR DIE ROUNDS OF MINEFIRST AND FOREMOST ON THE LIST ISKIRBI G. MCINTOSH-THIS IS MY GIRL FOR LIFE AND I LOVE HER WITHOUT NO QUESTION WE BEEN THRU SO MUCH IN TWO YEARS WOW WHO WOULD HAVE IMAGINED?NEXT ARE MY BROTHERS FOR LIFEDOUG, DJ, KEASTON, AND SHACK YALL MY BROTHERS FOR LIFE I HAVE GROWN SPECIAL BONDS WITH ALL YALL AND IMMA CONTINUE TO DO THE SAME WITH YALL YOU KNOW IMMA FIGHT AND NEVER BAG DOWN WITH YALLMY FAVORITE COUSINJ.HOLLIDAY AKA HICKY MAN LOL WONT NEVER FORGET THAT DOG EVERYDAY IS A MEMORY WITH US DOG ALL THE WAY BACK TO ROLLIN IN ANT BEDS WHEN WE WAS LITTLE "AND REMEMBER DONT LOOK FOR THE JOKE CUZ THE HATER IS THE JOKE" THEN THERE IS MY BOYS THERITON AND JAMES BRUNSON WE THE SAME NIGGA JUS FROM DIFFERENT BACKGROUNDS ITS AMAZING HOW COOL WE HAVE GOTTEN IN JUS ONE SEMESTER AND SCHOOL YALL GONNA STAY MY WOES NO MATTER WHATOH DONT THINK I DONE FORGOT THE FLOOR(6TH FLOOR)MON, CO-MAN, JR, T-SEED, JV, TIM, NICOS, HOGG, CHRIS DIEGO BALLS, CHARLES, ISHMEL, DON, AND LAST BUT NEVER LEAST THE TWO WOMEN WHO RUN WITH US BUMBLE BEE, AND LADY BUG ALWAYS KNOW THERE AINT NEVER GONNA BE ANOTHER FLOOR AT SOUTHERN LIKE US SQUAD UP! I STILL REMEMBER WHAT YALL DID FOR MY B-DAY AND BETS BELIEVE IMMA RETURN THE FAVORI CANT FORGET MY HOMIES BACK FROM JACKSONCHARLES- WHATS UP HOMIE BRIL- YOU STILL MY NIGGA DOG NO MATTER WHAT WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT PRETTY BOI CLUE WOULD PLAY FOOTBALL IN COLLEGE LOLTHOMAS AKA NEMO- THIS MY ROUND ALL WAY BACK TO 4TH GRADE STAY UP HOMIEOLANDO AKA BYRD- THIS A CLOWN FOR LYFE BE EAZYJARRED JONES- THIS WAS MY WOE AND STILL IS OH YEAH HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY DOGBRE BARNES- CANT BELIEVE YOU GAVE UP HOOPIN NEVER KNEW ANYONE LOVED IT MORE THAN YOU BESIDES NEMO BUT YOU STILL MY WOUNDKOLLIN - THIS MY KIN FOLK COUSIN AND STILL MY NIGGA MY BEST FRIENDBRITTANI CARTER- IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN ME I ALL IMMA SAYTO THE SPECIAL FEMALES IN MY LIFE MARTINA- HAVENT KNOWN YOU VERY LONG BUT ALREADY HAVE AN SPECIAL BOND WITH YOU! STAY CLOSE BABY YOU SPECIALTIFFANY WILLIAMS- BEEN DOWN FOR ME EVERY SINCE I FIRST STEPPED FOOT IN MENDENHALLPOOH, AKELA, ANDREA- I LOVE YALL, YALL MY LIL SISTERS FOREVERLEAH A. BARNES- I LOVE YOU GIRL YOU A DOWN ASS FEMALE (DISTANT LOVER) LOL....I HAVE A FEW NEW ADDITIONS TO THE LISTAERIAL- (OSUZU) THANKS FOR LISTENING TO ME WITH MY PROBLEMS SHUG- YOU ARE A TRIP KEEP CRUMPINGDEAGHA AKA REDD- YOU A GOOD FRIENDANGIE AND BRITTNAY- YALL MY HOMIES I LOVE TRIPPIN OUT WITH YALLMOOSEY- THATS MY MODEL CHICKMAHOGANY-THAT BEAUTIFUL CRAZY LIGHT SKIN GIRL ALL THEM GIRLS FROM MCCOMB, TYLERTOWN, AND SURROUNDING AREAS TOO MANY TO NAME BUT YALL MY GIRLS AND I APPRECIATE YALL (AMY) YOU STAY DOWN FOR A NIGGA BAYHOPE I DIDNT LEAVE ANYONE OUT LOVE YALL IF I DID LEAVE YOU OUT DONT HOLD IT AGAINST MY HEART BUT RATHER MY HEADTHER ARE A FEW THAT SHOULD HAVE BEN ON THE LIST SORRY IT DIDNT WORK OUT BUT I STILL GOT LOVE FOR YOU BREANA JOHNSON, MARIANNA CAREY AND STEPHANIE DURRI WISH THE BEST TO YALL NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENED IN THE PASTTHANKS ONCE AGAIN FOR MAKIN ME THE MAN I AM TODAY PEACE AND LOVE TO YOU ALL

what makes me different

HAVE U EVER KNOWN THAT U WERE DIFFERENT FROM EVERYONE ELSE BUT JUS COULDNT PROVE IT CUZ MOST HAD BEEN DECEIVED SO MANY TIMES BY OTHERS I WOULD CALL IMITATORS! I OFTEN HAV TO WORK REALLY HARD TO PROVE MY CASE THAT I AM NOT LIKE OTHER GUYS! I MEAN U FEMALES THAT HAVE HUNG AROUND ME KNOW THAT I AM NT LYIN WHETHER OR NT U WANT TO ADMIT IT. BUT WITH BEING DIFFERENT COMES A RESPONSIBILITY TO MEND BROKEN HEARTS AND RESTORE LOVE WHERE LOVE HAD NO LONGER LIVED! I HATE THAT MEN WELL BOYS OFTEN FLY INTO A WOMANS LIFE AND SHE IS TOO BLIND TOREALIZE THAT U ARE NOTHIN MORE THAN A IMMATURE NO GOOD DOG! THAT ONLY COMES IN GETS WHAT U WANT THEN LEAVE AND LEAVE IT UP TO MEN LIKE ME TO REBUILD WHAT U ONCE DESTROYED! I AM ONE THAT IS RARE I HAVE NEVER CHEATED NOR DID A FEMALE WRONG NOW MOST BOYS WOULD SAY THAT IS GAY OR PUNKISH BUT IN ACTUALITY ITS MAN-LIKE! IONCE PROMISED MY MOTHER THAT I WOULD TREAT THE WOMEN RIGHT AND I HAVE STOOD TO MY WORD CUZ IMAGINE IF THEY DID IT TO U! HOW WOULD U FEEL IF THEY PLAYED WITH YOUR HEART?